Just received a phone call from the h/disk technician - they are replacing my ext h/disk with the new one!!! All the data inside - cannot recover... errrrmmmm... already gone!!!!
Kelly Clarkson — Already Gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, Oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone...
Last few weeks my external h/d crashed, really felt bad time tu.. coz all my memories (pictures) dlm tu. Banyak sangat.. Nak nangis pun ader.. dah nangis kot.. eehhh blum kot.. x macho langsung!
Until today, still no news about the h/d, aku tak sempat nak call, very bz la lately.. Even to pay online bill pun kekadang x sempat. Kalah wakil rakyat! kekekeke..
Dalam h/d tu ader gambar2 family, gambar KK, Kuching, kat office, 3 syed - time Ilyas baby lagi, anak2 sedara aku, gambar time aku lari fm M'sia, time balik Kampung - Kelantan / Kedah / Melaka, gambar Boy kawin, gambar2 hommie, gambar Mikyad kat PD.. byk lagi la.. terlalu byk kenangan yg bila aku tengok baru aku ingat.. but now gone!!!
Then selepas few weeks berlalu, aku rasa ok dah dan baru terfikir.. everything yg jadi semua bersebab. If not Allah x akan jadikan manusia. Jadi conclusion aku adalah.. Allah nak aku lupakan semua memori2 dulu, actually not all laa... and start my new life fresh.., really!!
My new life start with "0" everything is "0".. Aku kena merangkak untuk bangun semula..
Whatever yg berlaku on Feb 2010, I think.. mmg the worth in my life dan aku akan ingat sampai bila2.. Cuma aku tak mahu ada rasa dendam kat sesiapa. Tak mahu.. tak tahu sebab aku masih sayang ke rindu ke.. tak tahu apa rasa! Tapi aku tak mahu ada rasa dendam dan sakit hati.. Biarlah dia.. Aku redha..
And aku yakin Allah masih sayang kat aku coz I can feel it now.. Even with no money.. no one love me.. (except my family & frends yg semuanye sayang kat aku.. aku rasa la.. hehehehe) tapi.. hati aku rasa tenang. sumthing that u can't buy, ketenangan kat dalam ni..
peace no war!! ;)
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