Sunday, 18 July 2010
Hari ni masuk hari ke 3, badan aku rasa tak best.. tak tau kenapa.. mungkin sebab stress memikirkan hal2 kat office.
Yes.. we had meeting last Friday, my GM, Qamar pun ada sekali.
The best in the meeting ialah time Q&A.. Aku buat sumer org terkedu dgn soalan aku yg aku sendiri pun tak tau dari mana aku dapat idea nak tanya soalan tu..
Big Boss : Any question, feel free to ask, don't just keep in your mind, share with everybody.
Me : Boss! I've..
Big Boss : Ya..
Me : Boss.. actually.. you want us to follow you or not?
Everybody like - huh???
Small Boss : What a question is that??
Me : Ya laa.. I just wanna know, you want us to follow u or not??
GM : Yes..
because i think my boss don't know how to answer or he don't want us anymore.. :(
Me : (smile) then.. if you want us.. offer us with something that make us happy la.. dah la kena buang fm shell then our salary slashed by half.. How we want to survive cam ni Boss?
Big Boss : Ok.. We will discuss with mgmt.. new offer letter will be distribute on Friday, Hopefully you all will smile a bit.. even with bitter smile when you see the joining fee that Shell will give you.
So.. perut aku masih tak sedap.. since Friday aku kena gastrik.. hari ni even worth.. I can't sleep.. Tak kan sampai coming Friday cam ni kot..
My Cifu said.. don't think too much la.. relax jer.. I calculated the income tax deduction for my joining fee can buy City cash tu.. don't worry too much la..!!
but.. I still worried!!!
I always went out with my non-muslim frens, and it easy for me to tell them.. guys.. i need praying break and lucky me.. they are understand Muslim culture.
For example, last week i went to the curve with Melanie, she wanted to do her wax thing.. After dinner, I told her.. I nak p surau (Maghrib).. she said.. ok.. After less than 10 min i came back, she looked surprised.. and said so fast?? I just smile and say.. My religion only asked for less then 10 min for every praying.. total per day not even 1 hr.. but somehow people so lazy to do it.. What going to happen if Muslim hv to perform it for let say 1/2 hr? She looked at me and smile.. and confused!!
Just to remind myself.. no heart feeling ya!!!
My mom always reminded me.. apa2 pun yang kita buat.. jgn tinggal solat, tiang yang lima tu penting.. I miss my mom so much! So i decided to be with her for whole coming ramadhan.. and hopefully this ramadhan not the last for us! Lucky my boss and also my good fren understand my situation..
I'm coming home.. work fm JB to covering my area - Sabah.
Salam... baru aku perasan, June langsung tak der update dlm blog ni.. sunyi sepi dah.. even blog ni actually dikongsi oleh 3 org.. Monyet - mmg la susah nak kluar idea sumer dlm kepala simpan sendiri2, hantu ganaz pulak bz ngan hal2 kat office.. everyday nak pecat staff dia jer.. suka ati jer kan.. mcm dia ader syer lak kat management centre tu.. aku plak - the sweet one.. bz gak.. hal office, hal2 luar office.. :) aku kan the nice one!!!
World Cup 2010 dah abis.. cilaka punya Paul - kalu dia ader kat sini mmg aku goreng ngan tepung dah tu.. tapi aku x mo makan.. bg kat penyokong2 Spain!
Aku mmg supporter England.. maklumla kita kan dulu tanah jajahan dorang.. then aku follow EPL.. actually my 1st team Argentina sbb baju dorang tak der lambang cross.. kena jaga sumer2 tu.. Lagi satu team.. Holand becot my company la.. the royal Ducth.. Anyway.. aku harap sgt Holand menang final Isnin lepas.. tapi wat to do.. Nasib lebih ke Spain walaupun main x brp best!. Tahniah la kan kepada saper2 yg rasa ader darah Spanish tu.. aku rasa aku tak der kot!
Bercakap tentang darah campuran ni.. aku tengah selidik gak salsilah keturunan aku.. mcm mana aku bleh dpt Melayu dlm ic.. my father - mak bapak dia both dari Pakistan.. tapi tak tau mana hilang Khan in my family.. bila aku tanya.. sumer org x bleh jawab.. tu la sumer malas nak pikir.. Yg aku tau.. masa arwah atuk aku register nama anak2 dia.. dia tak letak pun khan tu.. even kat nama dia.. so btol la kot.. Then fm mother plak.. bapak dia keturunan arab, mak dia dari Narathiwat, Thailand. So.. cam ner bleh dpt Melayu dlm ic eh?? Maknanyer.. betapa senangnyer nak dpat kewarganegaraan Malaysia pada masa tu.. Hantu Ganaz.. lahir kat siam tu.. sbb tu dia ader 2 tarikh lahir.. jgn marah!!! Bukan apa.. sbb dia slalu bangga ic dia kod yg tengah2 tu.. 70 rasanyer.. kod tu dpt bila korang lahir kat oversea..
Orite.. nnt sambung citer yg lain pulak.. kita tunggu lagi 4 tahun World Cup ya.. and for sure aku x mo tengok kat bukit bintang lagi...! but sweet memories... 12072010 together with my frens that morning.. Marlou, Sarita, Melanie, William, Chan, Betty and me...
Last few weeks my external h/d crashed, really felt bad time tu.. coz all my memories (pictures) dlm tu. Banyak sangat.. Nak nangis pun ader.. dah nangis kot.. eehhh blum kot.. x macho langsung!
Until today, still no news about the h/d, aku tak sempat nak call, very bz la lately.. Even to pay online bill pun kekadang x sempat. Kalah wakil rakyat! kekekeke..
Dalam h/d tu ader gambar2 family, gambar KK, Kuching, kat office, 3 syed - time Ilyas baby lagi, anak2 sedara aku, gambar time aku lari fm M'sia, time balik Kampung - Kelantan / Kedah / Melaka, gambar Boy kawin, gambar2 hommie, gambar Mikyad kat PD.. byk lagi la.. terlalu byk kenangan yg bila aku tengok baru aku ingat.. but now gone!!!
Then selepas few weeks berlalu, aku rasa ok dah dan baru terfikir.. everything yg jadi semua bersebab. If not Allah x akan jadikan manusia. Jadi conclusion aku adalah.. Allah nak aku lupakan semua memori2 dulu, actually not all laa... and start my new life fresh.., really!!
My new life start with "0" everything is "0".. Aku kena merangkak untuk bangun semula..
Whatever yg berlaku on Feb 2010, I think.. mmg the worth in my life dan aku akan ingat sampai bila2.. Cuma aku tak mahu ada rasa dendam kat sesiapa. Tak mahu.. tak tahu sebab aku masih sayang ke rindu ke.. tak tahu apa rasa! Tapi aku tak mahu ada rasa dendam dan sakit hati.. Biarlah dia.. Aku redha..
And aku yakin Allah masih sayang kat aku coz I can feel it now.. Even with no money.. no one love me.. (except my family & frends yg semuanye sayang kat aku.. aku rasa la.. hehehehe) tapi.. hati aku rasa tenang. sumthing that u can't buy, ketenangan kat dalam ni..
peace no war!! ;)
I MOVE-ON & HAPPY WHAT I'M DOING NOW, PLS DON'T DISTURB MY LIFE.
OR I WILL DO WHAT UR THINK I DID. IT'S UR CHOICE.. DON'T HV TO CALL JUST GO STRAIGHT TO UR HOUSE.. I CAN DO..
Hehehe.. aku ni mmg ler "pandai "sgt swimming kan.. da la tido x berapa nak cukup.. tapi rasa2 cukup da kot.. pagi tadi aku tido kol 3 bangun.. lam kol 9.. ckp da 6 jam.. maklum ler.. sunday bgn lambat .. kena lak time2 x yah bgn subuh ni.. :) Bleh la plak tadi kat swimming pool aku bleh luper cam ner nak swimming.. bengong tol la.. Tapi apa2 pun masalah cepat di fix kan..
Today.. 1st time practical dive class.. kenal2 all the equipment. Best.. coz blajar mender baru.
Class fm 1 - 3 pm, mmg matahari terpajak di kepala.. mmg terbakar sakan. Tadi ada 3 org termasuk aku. Sorang lelaki Cina, Dan kot nama dia. Sorang lagi minah saleh fm US, Joanne. Both very friendly.. Dan dlm kolam tu aku raser time aku belajar tu.. 90% bangsa lain.. Most of them da nak abis ler kot.. Anyway.. ingat tadi nak terus sambung sampai kol 5.. tapi kaki aku krem dok dlm air lama sgt.. So trainer aku kata.. tak per, next time.. lagipun aku nak p amek cert lambat lagi.. still hv time.. So I passed my 1st class dengan jayanyer.. hehehehhe.. hebat2.
Jadi.. sesaper yg rasa2 nak mencuba hobi baru ni bleh ler contact trainer aku direct.. tak yah tanya2 kat aku. Nama dia Doreen Loo. No tepon 0163514740. for me.. she's good!
Last week i registered myself as Open water Diving student hehehe.. Now tgh study teori dah abis chapter 1. My 1st practical kat diving pool actually on 4 April, but hv to postpone la plk coz nak p tgk F1 kat Sepang.. Sun-burn lagi la aku ni.. yg last 2 week p lumut nyer burned pun x ilang2 lagi.. Nak ngabiskan 5 chapter ni.. so story book, tunggu dulu. My target.. to get my cert by early May.. InsyaAllah.. kambatek!!
~hasnah~
Dari dulu lagiii... aku memang tak suka dia dan keturunan dia...dah puas aku wat supaya suka...tapi ...ore kelate kater 'tok leh gi!'
Kaum dia suka gesel kat aku..... Ellowww..ingat aku aper?..tapi bukan dia. Dia lebih suka menyendiri...Erm..adakah perangai dia buatkan aku tercabar?
Tapi..bila tgk dia tak sihat cenggitu, ku jadik kesian. Dah la dia baru lepas operation, makan sikit....sore pong selow jer.
Hati aku laaagi cair nampak dia...cara dia pakai baju...cara dia lepakk....lelebih lagi bila dia dok landing antara dua kerusi. Walaupun aku tak suka dia...tapi tak mungkin aku akan menganiayai kaum dia.
Itulah dia...MULIA
~hasnah~
Biasanyer, bila kita chat atau sms, kita akan meringkaskan tulisan kita.
Contoh2 yg paling koman ialah:
sy= saya
awk = awak
yg = yang
hth = hotak hang (yg ni aku wat sendiri)
Kalau perkatan berganda, akan ada '2' kat belakang perkataan tu.
sama2 = sama-sama
hari2 = hari-hari
mkn2= makan-makan
Sebab tu, bila aku nampak nama sekolah ni sekali imbas, aku cakap lam ati...owwhhhh...
sekolah dia nama ON PONG PONG.
Selepas beberapa minit, baru aku perasan yang ....aku sebenarnyer salah 
~hasnah~
Di suatu pagi yang indah
berjalan ke pejabat Suruhanjaya Sumpah
Nak kena bunuh setem..terpaksalahh
Bila smua dah hampir sudah
Ku mulakan madah:
Uncle, am I your first customer?
Ku bermadah, supaya kerja di permudah
Uncle itu, senyum di bibir merekah
Soalan aku di jawab dengan mudah:
When I see you wearing yellow dress,
I hope you can bring me good luck for today
Aku tersenyum pasrah
Lam ati aku agak menyumpah
Chess... Baju aku macam patung Bt Caves kah????
yang bertudung itu baik
yang tidak itu jahat
yang lembut itu sopan
yang kasar itu ganas
kalu korang perasan la.. aku dah delete 2 post tengahari tadi.. bahya2.. terlalu mendedahkan siapakah insan yang aku maksudkan.. sebelum mender yg melalut-lalut terjadi.. baik aku delete.. Nak tanya.. korang pernah tak google nama korang.. haaa... cuber la buat!
mmr501
When I asked
Do you miss me?
You answered
I did
When I asked
Do you love me?
You replied
Yes
When I said
Feel that I’m losing you
You said
You are not
When I told you
I want to live in reality
You replied
You’re not allowed to forget me!
mmr501
~hasnah~
Aku baru balik dari Senggarang, Batu Pahat. Sebelum balik ker KL, singgah omah teman kat Yong Peng sat. Perjalanan bermula seawal 7.30 pagi. Kira abis awal la tuh, mandangkan ari ni ari cuti dan sok lak cuti am bagi org Johor.
Pagi tadi masih berkabus. Aku suka kalu bermula perjalanan seawal pagi, sbb ku suka tgk embun dan kabus. Kwn aku, Miss Seng yg drive, katernyer nak tunjuk something new kat atas jalan raya.
Pepagi, banyak burung yg kuar carik makan. Ni spesis burung2 yg kecikkk tuu..ku rasa org kampung aku panggil 'burung ciok'. Tu pong ku rasa laaa..tak tentu lagi btoi ker idak. Tak nah lam idop aku tgk burung yg malas terbang, dan suka lepak atas jalan raya. Bila keter laku, depa akan terkedek kedek berjalan tepi jalan, pada pandangan mata aku, terkedek2 leisurely. Keter lak terpaksa elak depa depa nih. Aku agak stress pagi tadi takut ader lak makhluk berkaki 2 ni terkorban. Kang saper lak nak semayang mayat kan. Ku tak pandai.
Kalu kat jalan besar la...akan ader sekor burung dok kat garisan putih pembahagi jalan. Jadik polis trafit tok burung2 civilian yg melintas la kut. Mebe sbb eksiden rate melibatkan kaum ini sangatlah minimal, sbb tu la depa selamber giler.
Kalulah aku menjadi drebar pagi tadi...mmg keja aku tekan brek jer.
Hasnah, dari Senggarang melaporkan.
Hari ni panas sgt. Time masuk keter nak kluar tengahari tadi.. raser2 telor pun bleh trus buat makan nasik lemak laa.. Punya panas tuh!.. Dah lepas lunch, on the way balik dari Ampang Point, time tu la kepala aku belah kanan ni dah start berdenyut.. adoi.. sampai ke tengkok sakit dia.. nak kena dah ni.. air-corn full blust dah tu.. tapi mcm tak raser. Ok laaa, aku pun slow2 bawak keter balik ker KD.
Sampai rumah, dapat call, dpt sms, dpt YM.. aku lagi migraine.. adoi... Muntah abis sumer.. tak hilang jgk.. then aku cuber tok tido.. Sedar2, osmate kejut solat maghrib. Merangkak bangun.. sbb migraine never say good-bye yet. Muntah lagi... abis sumer mender aku makan, kluar.. Kira rugi la aku makan korean food tu tadi! hehehehehe Teruk ni.. alaaa tak der plak ponstan ker panadol ker aku nak telan.. nak kuar dah tak larat ni.. Aku pun mandi, tadah kepla kat shower lama2.. dan masih migraine.. Plan aku nak kuar malam ni pun terbantot.. Ni nak letak ais atas kepala dan nak tido.. aku tak larat betol ni.. nak muntah lagi ni.. tak best raser tekak.. Jadi hari ini aku namakan hari muntah! hahahahah!
ku gagah kan jua buat posting walau mata berkaca2..
hehehehheheheheh!
mmr501
Fall in love again!
That is normal. Me, the person who easily to fall in love!
Especially now, my heart is full of the L word and don’t know where to divert to (L stands for Love, not other word. I know what are you thinking!).
My friend reminded me, more careful this time, she doesn’t want to see me hurt over and over again. She teach me the fishing method, which is you give and then you pull a bit, then you give back till you get it!
Never been fishing, so I not really understand what is she talking about.
Another thing, I’m not patient enough! For me it’s faster to buy fish in the market then go fishing, rite!
Actually, that the beauty of fishing that I’ve to learn from my Dad (Happy Father’s Day Dad! I love you so much, no man can replace you in my heart).
I’ve to learn to be more patient and steady. Not too pushy, people might not like that (derr.. me also hate it!). So, don’t do something that you hate.
My friend asked me to slow down in what ever steps that I wanted to make.
Lay back, observe people and think harder. To lazy to think la.. old already.
But I’ve to agree with her, I’ve to slow down.
Yes.. I’m doing it now, by sitting in front of my laptop and writing this crap! Hahahaha!
Surprisingly.. I’m start thinking, maybe I deserve better than this! Ha-ah..
I’ve second thought. Good for me! Hahahaha..
I tried too much to get people love, but in the end.. I’m still like this.. alone!
Maybe, (by taking my friend advise) better just sit and wait and see what are going to happen next. I’m too tired (maybe..) or… I just want to give-up! I don’t know, I just don’t know…
GOD, give a clue!
mmr501
Errmm.. Tadi time driving, raser mcm byk benda aku nak tulis pagi ni..
Tapi lepas aku abiskan hampir 2 jam dengan layout blog baru ni.. hilang sumer.
Dah dkt kol 4 errmm patutla..
Pagi nanti nak p pasar.. stok binatangan dah abis..
Jadi.. tak bleh la nak tido lepas subuh ni.. nak kena tido sekarang.. kalu tak..
makan telor goreng lagi la aku next week.
Seronok tau p pasar.. bukan pasar malam.. pasar biasa tu..
Apa2 pun aku akan p Sec 6, Shah Alam. Tempat jatuh lagikan di kenang ini kan pula tempat belajar kan... ITM di Hati...
Kat sini everything sume fresh! Tak mcm kat hypermarket.. ikan mcm penagih. pasar pinya ikan.. kalu cucuk kat bdn ikan tu.. bleh melantun la jari.. hehehehhe (over..)
Daging pun bleh choose nak bahagian mana.. udang sotong.. sumer nyer wajib beli..
Slalu akan spend lebih kurang RM60-70 sekali pergi. Tapi.. tu tok 2 minggu nyer stok.
Ok la kan.. muak la makan kat luar. Bukan pandai masak pun.. tok makan kami2 jer..
boleh la telan.. Kalau nak rasa.. jemputla ke rumah!
mmr501
~hasnah~
Hollywood is one of the factor that effect our spending habit of disposable income.
No matter whether we buy DVD9 kat kedai Cina, or going for movies. Realize it or not, recent global economy crisis really impact what hollywood producing. They have different genre, thriller, war, fantasy, animation, flick chick etc ( u know better than me) of course, but.....
Let us see diferent set of movies that I can catch last nite (yer..ku p tgk wayang, perasaan seperti kucing mati after the show, if u know what I mean). This is my own category ya..kalu nak komen lelebih, wat category sendiri.
War movies
- Terminator Salvation
- Transformer
Thriller
- Obsessed
-Drag me to hell (drag me to cinema pun aku tak tgk)
Action
-Angel and Demon
-The LAst Blood of Vampire
Comedy
- The night at a museum
- Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak
er..maner ku nak letak Harry Potter?
If we look back again, there is only 1 genre, all are the movies r for the family. That can make you laugh and appreciating good movies effect. No more real serious movies like A letter to Iwo Jima, Blood Diamond, Benjamin Button, and pls list down yerself.
The approx. of 120 minutes that you can forget about your house loan, credit card payment, high inflation, increase in all consumer good, increase in transportation price, the scandals of the politician that fight like a school boys over who will get the toys, the Linggams and the Altantuyans etc.
This is the formula of Bollywood. The hero must be rich or gonna be rich. A hero must be a HERO (haha..I am craazy about padayappa tho). Those singing and dancing will make the audience forget about slumdog and dreaming of becoming a millionaire. Its a happy movie. Its nothing related to your current crazy bosses, current financial state, all I can say that, its become less and less contact with the reality of life.
Anyway last nite, The Blood of The Vampire ...do not expect too much, not a good movie for the famous manga (guaner aku leh tak tau cite ni fr katun). But that Vampire, I am the biggest fan (heroin muka brutal...yeh yehhhh). The only good looking guy appeared less that 5 sec, what a waste. Despite all of this, I had a great nite with great companions. Dear Frens, tq for dragging me there
Image from: Windstruck
Yesterday 19 Jun 2009, I still remember that was ur birthday.. but sorry dear.. I really mean it, not to wish u. Why?? I don't want to give any hope. Ya.. u reminded me 3 days ago.. but sorry again.. I just don't want to wish u in person or via text or via phone call...
Yes.. once.. I think I fall in love with u, I think la.. but when I think it over and over again.. I made a big mistake that I don't want to repeat it... Not because I don't like u, I like u.. but u and me.. for me.. cannot go! hehehhehe.. I just don't how to put it in words..
Ok.. easy to say la.. u r not up to my standard.. (hopefully u didn't read this blog.. hahahahahha). What is /are my standard?? Jeng jeng jeng...
First of all.. they can understand what I'm talking about. I'm very serious person (if u all still don't know me..yes.. very serious!). If possible I want to know what happen in every inch in this planet.. but sometimes malas gak nak baca sumer.. just take the headlines jer.. or, what I did, surfed internet.. watch Bernama News and read news papers.. I don't expect people to know everything.. at least they should know what are happening around us.. Btol tak?
I didn't see that in you.. For me, 1 month plus knowing u.. errmmmm.. like.. empty! I never asked about ur education level, but from the way u talked and think.. no need to ask la.. boleh agak la kan..
Not to say that I look down at u.. errmm.. tapi ada jugak la.. hehehhehe.. sorry! Maybe among ur friends.. u r the best.. but that enough for me. mintak maap ler bebanyak.. I can't lower down my standard..
Let me think what else that I don't really like about u.. ohhh... yes... u always talk about urself. Macam bagus sgt.. u and u and u again.. really cannot accept la.. Never ask about me, my friends, family or work.. everytime pun u. Boring!! But I notice.. lately.. u ask me about my work & freinds.. but I think it's too late already la..
And I just realise.. till today, I still don't know ur real name! boleh tak?? Agak la kan...
If I want to list down.. byk sgt.. then org akan ckp.. amboi.. berlagaknyer..
So.. no need to story panjang2.. to make it short and sweet..
I just want to say Happy Belated Birthday and sorry.. we cannot be together.. confirmed!
mmr501
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